onsdag 20. januar 2010

Chai tea and love

this evening it´s not coffee, but Chai tea with vanilla, honey and a chai mix of spices.. perfect for cold winter evenings :) I´m in the college library, everyone has gone home or into the main building. Perfect...

I am the kind of girl who love to be with people - but sometimes its good to hide away and be totally alone.. I also love to have a good talk over a cup of coffee or tea.. the talk can be about anything between heaven and earth! somedays are for the BIG questions like meaning of life stuff, other days the topic can be about makeup or the latest movie.....

Right now I´m in a "Tracy Chapman-mood".. slowing down with her music, a cup of tea and writing...
when do you know you´re IN LOVE??? and it´s not just some little crush? how and when do you meet the one and only? or have you already met him/her? how do you know?

hmm questions I am looking for an answer to... have you ever seen "He´s not that into you"?? it´s an excellent movie... I was laughing and turning towards my two married friends and said "haha this is how it is!!!"...
but maybe this is questions I have to ask, to get it somehow out of my system.. and then suddenly he comes knocking on my door?? maybe? or maybe the clue to meet the one and only is to relax? everybody says so.. just relax and then he comes, like suddenly when you least expect it? well I relax more now then I have ever done.. like totally relaxed, I just ask a question I think a lot about...
Right now I have to live my adventure and get to know more people... or get to know the people I already have around me?